He gave me a very very cute stuffed animal:)its sooooooo cute that I can't put it down...even Arman loves it:)I heard him saying;)The moment my mom saw it she was suprized my whole family are in love with it:)I was looking for a name for it and my mom gave me a good idea..do you remember in "kolah ghermezi"..there was a song about a donky;)and starts like this..."Ahay olaghe aziz..halet chetoreh..ahvalet chetoreh"!!:)anyways I am naming this beloved stuffed animal as OLAGHE AZIZ:)I can't beilieve myself..its sooo cute I can't put it down!!!I was never attached to any doll..except for two of my dolls..."Funny" that I really liked and couldn't put him/her down;)and I don't know what happened to it at the end..I even have a picture of it with my cousin:)and the more recent one was Ruby:)whose head was ripped off:(by my brothers!!!anyways except my snake this is my first mini stuffed animal;) I used to have a big stuffed monkey, bear and pink panther;) Every time my cousins came to my house they would hang them!!!and make me cry;)anyways enough about this I also got a mixed CD that I haven't got the chance to listen to but I must say that has been by far the most impressive thing;)I love creative people:)I would rather get some thing that costs nearly nothing but is hand made than an expensive gift..because its the thought that really counts:)
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today was one of those days that in the morning I was smiling at everything and everyone and enjoying life and at the end I was compeletely depressed:(I am still thinking about what this guy told me...two of my labmates and I went to do a density profiling experiment and there was this guy...and he asked me if I have started my grad work yet!!!:(I was suprized that he knew how many month I was there..and when he reminded me of it I really got sad..I am doing research and everyone is saying so why waste time..at least get a degree out of it!!I don't know..my prof wants me to do PhD. and it so confusing....what if I end up to be in the same situation as I am right now after PhD????its just that I am defering this situation instead of challanging it and breaking the cycle...I don't know I am confused again...

Thanks sooooooooo much for beautiful emails and cards and phone calls:) they mean alot to me:)
people can suprize you...I can't beileve Sina and Sahar remembered the exact day:)when I read their messages I nearly cried...I love you guys...Cammelia...you are one of the greatest..I know some day we will establish one of the biggest and famous organizations in the world...I know we can successed...you told me you could trust me from the moment we met...and we only know each other for 3 days..but you know what honey...our souls met...our souls have touched and know that we will share some part of our future...my great friends in T.O thanks a lot..I know we are going to have a great time tomorrow:)
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one of my good friends finally found a great job.......I am soooooo happy for him...I wish him the greatest...last night was another Mohandes gathering and it was about Kyoto Accord..it was interesting..
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its wonderful not to say anything becuase ,THE ONE, is thinking of the same thing at the exact moment and tells you:)isn't it?TELEPATHY!!I have that with most of my friends who I connect with their souls...its amazing..after a while I don't need to say anything because they know...they just know....a look into each other's eyes is enough......its funny if they are in a building and I am not aware of I get the feeling before entering in that building!!!:)

My Birth day:)
Horaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!:)my birthday is tomorrow and I will be...years old;)I am still very young but a little mistry is great...don't you think so?

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I want to thank God for giving me such great opportunities in the last year...to make me know myself better...and open my eyes to reality of life..and people:)and last but not least to bring people full of love in my life:)

Friday night was one of my friend's birthday..it was okay but the best part was the billiard:)I got to play and learn a bit...the whole birthday was kinda boring..specially when young guys try to act cool!!when I say young guys I mean boys my age!!!anyways dancing was the peak point...although its really girls who dance:)boys dance with boys!!and girls with girls!!there were two non iranians in the party..I am sure they were suprized!!!anyways I have decided that next time I invite people over, to buy a card game that we play:)I don't know why I still love playing....I remember once Arash and I learned a card game called, "jungle's secret" and we played and played together even after the rest of our friends were tired and sleepy;)Arash and I didn't stop:)untill we both made sure that we can ace it next time we play it in the group:)..I remember it was at Maryam's house...I was in high school and Arash in elementary school...and the other guys after 11:00pm got bored and went to sit with their parents;)and me and Arash kept on playing with each other!!I remember my mom asked Maryam, Sahar and Sina who were half sleepy, where we were...;)they were astoned that we haven't slept yet;)...because of all my child hood friends, my brother and I were the ones who would fall sleep first;)...
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Saturday..was great..I love learning new things....canvensing was great..I got to meet total strangers at their house!!!and got asked out!!!or atleast I thought so..very interesting!!he let me give him a token and said that now that he got this he should buy me a drink!!I don't know why my frist reaction to things like this is NO!!I guess the first thing came to my mind was that I don't want to get back that money and second was that I don't drink!!!
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